Long time no post. I think I wanna start posting regularly, but I feel as though every time I want to post, it's merely to vent. This place is my outlet for excess emotion. Today's topic: Shady people, and liars. Shady liars.

*BEEEEEEEP* Pardon the interruption from your regularly scheduled venting.

WTF is this. The second-most unfaithful person I know, the soul that took my virginity, lying to me claiming he was "single", is telling ME how we could be good friends and reminding ME that I need to keep in mind that he has a boyfriend. WTF is that bullshit. Uhhhh you told me you were single you tard. Only later did I find out that you had a boyfriend. And then the next time around you were calling me up trying to tap that shit when I had just been hanging out with you and your boyfriend a few nights before? Seriously what is your problem? Why do you have to fit the South Florida Faggot stereotype so well that it disgusts me? Why is it I still care enough to let it get to me and write about this shit? Why can't I just tell you to fuck off and walk away from it all? I wish I had the answer, but I do have the solution. It's called FUCK THE DRAMA 2007: Greg's Move to Tampa

And now back to your regularly scheduled venting.*BEEEEEEEEEP*

Well I think that covered shady liars quite well, so reread that a few times to get the gist of what I was going to post about.

So trying to find a decent custom layout for LJ turned out to be a nightmare tonight. They were all screwed up and it did noting but make more confused. And with MySpace being down and all I think I've lost all hope of finding something to do tonight.

Other than the main people I hang out with, nothing really has changed much, the drama that once haunted me terribly has managed to subside and it's just me, with friends, work, and school, and life itself is great! =) I took my girls Alyssa, Sara, and Diana, along with their friend Dean to Coliseum last night and can honestly say its been a long time since I've had that much fun, AND as far as the time I've spent at Coli, last night was the best! Daisy D likes my eyebrows, kick ass! haha

I need to start posting regularly again, seriously.

Just dropping in. Hope everyone is well. A big update tomorrow hopefully

Love you guys!

As of late, people only seem to want to talk to me if they need something from me, and it's really starting to bother me. I've gotten to the point where I don't want to talk to said people otherwise. I just don't think it's fair if I put forth effort into any connection between two people and I get absolutely nothing back. There are very few friends right now that I know if they call, or if we speak, it's not because the require something of me. I'm starting to feel like it's Tampa again or something, people making plans with me and canceling, or even just forgetting about the plans. Am I that easy to forget? Hell, I hope not!

All I ask is that if I want to see someone or spend time with someone, and they commit to plans, follow through, or don't make the plans to begin with.

I got bored Friday night and decided to get my tongue re-pierced because I really missed it. :-) No swelling this time either wooo! So I guess that's it, work again early tomorrow.

Keep it real *ROCK STARS*

I was in a car accident tonight. I was heading east on Sheridan making a left onto Embassy drive when a Lincoln Navigator hit the tail end of my car causing me to spin around. A curb stopped my car and the airbags deployed. I don't really remember exactly how everything happened, this is basically what I've been told happened. Brittany and I did have our seat belts on and all involved were unharmed. So now, I'm without a car and very numb to tonight's events, but I am ok.

Please to click complete my Johari Window.

It only takes a minute or two.
♥

Coli was abso-fuckin-lutely amazing last night! Slow at first but so much fun. I got like 2 hours of sleep last night and had to work all day. That definitely sucked ass.

I understand that I require a lot of attention and it may seem outrageous, but it's just part of who I am, and when I feel that I don't have anyone willing to provide it to me, I freak out and get sad, it just sucks. =( I feel like I am so left out of everyone else's lives. They are such a big part of MY life, yet I am nothing to theirs. I build my life with and around my friends, they are all I have, and I feel like I give and give and give, and never get anything back.

Sometimes I just want to say FUCK IT! and start all over again. Was it ever really worth it?

Wanna know a quick way to piss me off? Tell me you're coming to see me and ignore me as soon as my friends show up...

So Greg had a GREAT morning at the salon. I got my hurr did, a manicure and my eyebrows waxed. I feel awesome! In other news, I lost 5 lbs since Tuesday!

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or·gy Audio pronunciation of "orgy" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (ôrj)
n. pl. or·gies

A secret rite in the cults of ancient Greek or Roman deities, typically involving frenzied singing, dancing, drinking, and sexual activity.

So in theory wouldn't any modern house party or night at a club be considered an "orgy"?

So I've been working a lot lately, and thus my free time has diminished considerably. Along with that, I feel that my friends aren't really willing to spend any time with me either. They all have their own significant others, or have bonded closer with other friends, and with some friends, when I call, I receive quick, cold, curt responses and just a general feeling disappointment and depression sets in. Things were so great when I first moved back to South Florida, and although they aren't the best now, it still is better than Tampa, I'll admit. It's just kinda sad because this is my little clique, this is the group of friends I put together, introduced myself. The main factor that made me realize what was happening, is when I noticed I've been spending more and more time at home alone. Even my brother and parents have more of a reason to leave the house than I do, with the exception of work of course.

Even with work, I work EVERY DAY that I don't have class, so my days off, I spend 9 hours at school, and I don't think I will have sufficient time to get all my work done at home when session 3 starts this Tuesday. I don't even know when I'm going to buy my books for my other three classes.

So hopefully things with my friends will improve because the past 3-4 days I've felt rather left out of things, and with as much as I don't like to admit it, I'm starting to think that my depression comes from neglect in any way or degree or lack of attention as well.

Seriously, is it just me, or when one is sick do they not have any sexual needs at all? I swear it's been like 5 days already without ANYTHING, and I have no desire for it whatsoever. I just don't want to be sick anymore. Class starts on Thursday, and I haven't even bought my book for that class, nor have I picked up my parking permit. I am definitely screwed with my sleep cycle off balance like this; I'm just not fucking tired... at all. I've had a terrible fever for 2 days now that isn't significantly responding to fever reducers such as ibuprofen or acetaminophen. I just feel so drained.

So the less I'm around both of them, the better I feel, the less the overall situation bothers me. I expected that though, this is all what I had to do last time it happened, push myself away from the situation and act like it never happened, and sometimes even like I never knew them. I have my other cliques that I spend time with and all make me happy, so I will stick around them. Regardless of anything that has happened before my official move, I don't regret it. I love South Florida :-)

Gus Gus picks the WORST times to jump on his cute little exercise wheel. =(

HAHA And so I forgot to mention... I got a fucking speeding ticket last Tuesday. Nothing fun for Greg for a good while.